No. I don't want to introduce myself like this.
"Hello! I am Cestmir and I like love."
No. not quite right.
Damn. This is really difficult.
I feel that everything what we say will be judged. -
"Hello, My name is Cestmir and I have been thinking of you ever since you came."
No, a little bit creepy.
"Hello, I am Cestmir and I am an Introvert who made himself an Extravert.'
Mmm, maybe that is potentially the right introduction.
But I must say that it is far more valuable if I say:
"Hello, I am a human"
"Hello, My name is Cestmir and I have been thinking of you ever since you came."
No, a little bit creepy.
"Hello, I am Cestmir and I am an Introvert who made himself an Extravert.'
Mmm, maybe that is potentially the right introduction.
But I must say that it is far more valuable if I say:
"Hello, I am a human"
When I had a conversation with my ex, ex, ex, ex, exgirlfriend about my flaws and her flaws and we tried to come together in harmony, I understood that we were both trying to win. or at least, hang on to our own cycle of self denial, but then I knew that the only thing that could break this cycle was pure honesty that shredded the integration of our destinies from each other. I told her that a part of me hated her. and I said this with such a meaning behind it and with such love for her and a piercing pain that she suddenly felt for the first time that she was talking to a human.
this was an act of pure surrender because this was the last thing I wanted to do to her and me. I love to be kind and nice but I knew that I needed to give her critism without an uplifting feeling. I needed, ofcourse, to propel myself in my vulnerability after I said this to balance the transaction of feelings. and this took a lot of courage. but in the end she and I could solve our problems and go our seperate ways with a feeling of fulfillment.
So, compromise is really an act of surrender. to give it all up and seize. But this is not bad. there is no good or bad. there are just limits to our capabilities. and if we surrender completly, do we have the power to keep courage intact?
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