I took the train to go to Leipzig. I didn't had a ticket. So i got thrown out a lot.
It was a very good experience to do something illegal. My heart raced every time i got confronted by a conducter. Every time i felt like a caged animal. It was releasing my insanity. to be someone who has no control about the ways how society uses me. for i had to go out of the train. It taught me that society has power and i can experiment how much.
In Leipzig i visited Simon. we played Magic the gathering. it was very wonderful.
Then i slept in the park for the weekend and i gave poetry to girls.
One of those girls was named Josie and she was something. Her personality gave me the feeling that i was home
it was a special energy that made her unite with the heart that she carried. she honestly responded from a sarcastic point of loveliness.
Sarcasm was something i really was fond of.
"I want to spend the day with you. I will be sleeping in the little shelter in the park. you can wake me up."
In the morning when Josie came to the little shelter i was still sleeping. she waited , sitting in the grass
Finally i woke up and she came to me.
"I wanted to wake you but it would be strange to come to a homeless person and disturb his sleep. "
We went to the lake and in the evening we went to a birthday party.
And the next day another birthday party.
Then i went to Berlin, to visit my fellow storyteller Maja.
We spend a few days together and all i can tell you about those days is that my heart was replenished by her stories.
Then i took the bus to Prague and there it was where i met an Israelian Brother who wanted to go to the rainbow here in Czeck
It was his first time that he was going and when he met me he was coming from South africa with two huge backpacks. his energy was a bit energetic. and he loved to meet me.
We could go together but he decided that he wanted to spend at least one night in Prague
so i left him and went to the Rainbow
And the Rainbow was magical as always
Every time i am going to the rainbow i feel that i am looking for a fairy tale that doesn't exist.
So, when i find the first persons who walk barefoot in the forest, peace comes over me. expectations dwindle in the air and rest takes my heart to dwell.
When i walked with this ease to the beginning of the rainbow a girl stood up and hugged me.
and while she hugged me, she snuggled closer.
as i later found out ,she could feel that i was a very peaceful person and she could not wait until she could hug me.
Her name was Anna and she came from South Africa.
Together we were honest about the attraction that we felt for each other.
but she already had a relation with a man on the Rainbow so we let it be
i will meet her again.
The days were filled with the calmness of nature and the hugs of preciousness.
Luka was by far the most interesting. i met him early on and i wanted to be his friend since the first time i met his eyes. he came with his friend, Jan. Together they were musicians and wanted nothing more than to dwell in friendship.
I hugged Luka with all the love of childness.
Grass would see me carrying wood that day and she would remember me.
" Cestmir!"
We met 4 years ago on the Rainbow in Morocco. Back then, we did not speak to each other ' both busy in our own world'
but now i felt that she wanted us to collide. I leaned on the piece of tree that i was holding and we hugged.
the conversation was subtle with a small hint of attraction, or the want to attract, I felt it as a new wind of discovery.
Later that day we would sit by the fire in the tipi together and our conversation would lead us to cross the threshold of fear. we would become lovers.
the next day she left to Poland with friends. I felt a strange deep emptiness, attaching us together.
Later she would tell me her story and tell me how the experience with me was a beginning of a new chapter.
I was blessed. the world granted me a path where i could learn the next step of love. ' to be in love, without the fairytale that keeps you from living.
She invited me to Athens. she would begin a graphic design study there for a year and i was welcome to visit.
I am feeling welcome in the new world of love.
where i will discover how i can move with the gentleness of ease between the fragile uncertainty of death.
There was Linda. Linda was a German girl and she made me smile and laugh. Every time i looked at her or told her stories i would feel home. Love comes in all sorts of different shapes. It is as unique as a puzzle piece. And unless you are afraid of finishing the puzzle you will never learn how the puzzle affects the mind.
Lovers are the people around you.
Linda taught me how to be kind to my stories, how to grace them with sensitivity.
When i left the Rainbow with Jan and Luka i had to say goodbye to Linda and it was hard.
in the short time that i got to know her she touched my innocence and smile.
and she felt it too: the attraction that reminded Lovers how to be in love.
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