Barcelona again

After several months back in the Netherlands, Anna send me a text that she was in Portugal and was planning on going to Marocco.

I suddenly felt like i needed to go with her. I pushed it a little and after the first Christmas day i spend with my family i got onto a bus to go to Barcelona.

After one day in the bus i arrived and went directly to Samantha and Mads.
The family that had stolen my heart for ever. Everyone was there, even Tess, who came from Copenhagen to spend time with her family.

When i walked in they were just about to watch the latest movie with Leonardo Di Caprio. The Revenant.
it was the perfect timing Samantha said. This was not the only time a family said this to me.

After the movie i began to talk with Samantha and Abraham about life, Jezus, Evil and being yourself. Samatha said i could be as big as Ghandi and that no harm could be done to me. She encouraged me to go to Afrika, deeper and deeper into the jungle. she saw that great power inside of me. Abraham had grown up, not playing the piano anymore for he did not wanted to be so stuck on learning how to play like a perfect artist. and he walked ever so slowly now to the tram instead of running all the time.

He got a girlfriend. I met her and Ambraham told me she had a weak belly. The instant i heard this i felt connected with her. Always pain and not having the abbility to enjoy fully of the food she consumped.
Abraham asked her if she ate anything already when we met in the midday. That was not the case so we went back to the house to eat something. Here it was were i felt not so talkative and just sat on the couch to enjoy my sandwich. After some time she sat with me and ate her food. we glanced at eachother from time to time. After the food we all went to the city to sit and enjoy the weather.

On the way to the chilling spot the girlfriend stopped me and said "You have such powerful energy, i could hear you when i sat next to you. And i really enjoyed the food, i let it fall down my throat without thinking. Just enjoying. I could hear your soul."

When we sat down, Abraham and her started talking about something and after a while i had the feeling to hug her, so i did. I asked her if i could touch her stomach, "Of course." I felt that i didn't wanted to stop so i didn't. my hands found her belly and i laid her down on the ground. From that time forward it was as if we embraced eachother in a cacoon of high power. Abraham watched from afar. It was timeless in that moment. I felt that the energy inside of me wanted to express itself in soundwaves going through her body. I had no desire to kiss her or any of that. i followed my guts to carress her. wanting to get rid of that belly ache she lived with all her life.

After the feeling had gone i sat with Abraham. He said that just before i did what i did she wanted to call a friend of her to do exactly what i just did. As if nature knew that that friend was not available so i did it.

He found it remarkeble and beautiful that i did what i did. In the two days that i was hanging out with him and his family he asked me a lot of questions. As if i knew all the answers of the world. An apprentice and a teacher i felt we were. I love him so much. it is unbelievable how much i love him.
He said that he was scared and wanted to know why, as if i knew the answer. On the last day i said "Maybe because you want to many things in life and  Evil can sense this and uses it to make you feel scared."

The final day when me and the kids got home, Samantha bought some wine and asked us all to dance.
Soon we were all taking turns and a huge freedom began to exist. It was special to see all the dancing. I will never forget it.

It was time to go. Abraham brought me to Gabriella. The woman i arranged via Blabla car to bring me to Granada.

In the car, Gabriella asked "Your friend, is it a boy or a girl?" "A boy,  whauw. But changed?" No, huh, is he gay?" "He looks so beautiful, like a Michelangelo angel."