Insbruck and zurich

Clinton bought me a ticket to Insbruck and i gladly took it,

In Insbruck i waited three days where in i failed to get a lift, and strolled around town, failed to make money

On the second day, i asked a man how far it is to Zurich by walking,
I found out that he wanted the exact same thing,

So we decided to do it together
I did not jump from Happines , i did not even wanted to walk with him,
But he opened up for me and said that he had the thought of killing his mother and stuff

So how was i supposed to not walk with him

But we got seperated the third day,
he had my Email, maybe he was going to sent me a text,

I hoped not,
And he didn't

In Zurich i came in the companship of the Aunt that i had never met , and had not a clue how she was , and how she looked

Well, she was big,
with no kid or friend, and dealing with her insecurities she was having a traveller as a guest

And it was great, We were like , talking, for hours and hours about our lifes
i found out that she had taken distance between her and her family,
For 12 years

Because her parents were really not supporting her,
But over time , i told her more and more stories about my adventures,
and when i noticed that she was just saying yes, in that manner that she received the story in her brain and not giving me the feeling that the story did something with her

I asked her why she did that,
My aunt in Zurich is very truthful, and so i asked

The minute i said this , tears were running down her cheeks and she was angry about me, because ,she said:
"You never give me a compliment, Sometimes i don't feel you when you are reading a book or whatever. It is like you do not like it here, "  I was so shocked , i did not know what to say and went outside to call my dad

he had magic, as always, in his words ,and i was back on earth,
Back in the house i asked her to sit and explained her the situation of how i saw it,
what i saw in her and that i did like it, very much

When i read a book or you feel that you cannot feel me , it is exactly the thing that i do when i feel relaxed and comfortable in a place,

We went out to Dinner and saw a Movie, we talked a lot and she learned me unconsciously something about life,
I really liked it there

But she needed, compliments everytime, and i was to clumsy to keep that up.
Maybe she wanted the same feeling as when she was younger and always in the Netherlands by my Grandma,

Because it is awesome there, and she felt awesome there, fleeing from the Swiss family that she has,
She had expected more from me she said,
 but i could not give her the feeling back how it was, 40 years ago,

I had a great time, and i know i am going to call her to say that,
But i puked in the night, because of all the stress
and that morning i went to home with my Indonesien Grandma,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,


Yes my Indonesien Grandma was there to, On vacation,
we even walked and talked together for a day, she was staying and visiting my aunt's mother
One day i went out with the Old lady's

And when i talked a lot about my male friends, The mother said to my Grandma
"You must be careful, Because otherwise he will be gay"

My Indonesien Grandma Did not responded and i felt like stone,
I did not know what to say, so i just did not listen

But my Indonesien Grandma, Had not forgotten and when i went to a girl to tell her how beautiful she was ,
And the Mother was a little taken aback,
Grandma said

" I need to be careful, otherwise he will be Hetero"
That's how cool my Grandma is